I’ll be honest with you — when I was young, I too was driven into a state of utter destitution by forces beyond anyone’s control.
At my worst, I was truly grinding through the dirt — facing debt disputes in the hundreds of millions every single day, dealing with both the legitimate and the shadowy.
I was barely in my twenties then, with none of the wisdom or foundation I have today.
To say there was no despair — that would be a flat-out lie.
More than once, I wanted to end it all.
But there was one moment — a single flash of clarity — when I thought: things are already this bad, so why not fight with everything I’ve got? Maybe there’s still a way through.
From that moment, I began to slip into a state of complete selflessness — a forgetting of the self.
I stepped outside of who I was in that moment. I still ate, drank, rested, and worked — but I stripped away all emotion entirely.
I treated my body as nothing more than a shell — a tool, even. I sought only results, with no room for joy, anger, sorrow, or pleasure.
When I faced pressure and suffering, I no longer saw them as pain — I saw them as the grinding stone that sharpens.
As for the insults, curses, mockery, and blows that came my way — I let them all pass like wind past my ear.
Let the world say what it would. I simply focused on untangling the chaos, one thread at a time.
And from that point forward, I evolved at a breathtaking pace.
I grew more mature, sharper — increasingly skilled at finding the best possible path through any situation.
In the end, it took me four full years to work through every problem, face every creditor — soothing those who needed soothing, standing firm against those who demanded a fight.
Then one day, I looked up at a sky clearing after the rain and it hit me: wait — I actually walked out of this deadlock?
Looking back now, the only person I want to thank is the version of myself who refused to break — who gritted it out to the very end.
Without that fire burning through me, how could I have ever been reborn?
So whenever I hear that someone has come to me for a destiny chart (命盘) reading because they’re in the middle of a crisis, my first words are always the same: What are you afraid of? Stop catastrophizing — there is always a way to break through.
You won’t die from this. This isn’t the end.
Why do I say that with such confidence? Because I’ve walked through hell’s fire myself — more than once.
The deepest truth I’ve learned is this: what crushes people is never the circumstances — it’s themselves. If you can hold on and refuse to surrender, not even the heavens themselves can stop you.
That’s why when I read a destiny chart for someone, a few words are all it takes to cut through what they see as an insurmountable obstacle — and suddenly, the path forward is clear.
It’s not some special gift. It’s the insight and resolve that were forced out of me after years of being ground down to the very bottom by fate.
Of course, I always welcome those of you in your own darkest valleys — come find me for a reading, anytime.
Because many of what feel like dead ends are not dead ends at all — they only need a touch of Chinese metaphysics (玄学) and lived experience to dissolve.
And I hope you’ll find the courage to let me walk alongside you through the obstacles that — with the right perspective — you were always meant to clear in a single stride.